Heard you saying shit about me, I hope the shit isn’t true. Man look at this shit I came from, this narrow point of view. How you hating on a nigga that wanted it more than you?
Not even slightly interested in what your opinion is. I gotta greater purpose than a hater purpose.
Your kisses hold me hostage, and I don’t want to stop it.
And though I stray from you, you know that my heart is good. And I know I ain’t exactly living how I probably should. And I’m a try to act better like it’s hollywood. Niggas congratulate me I just tell ‘em God is good. God is good. What am I here for? I’m a man so I cannot let them tears fall. But understand, trying to get my head clear ya’ll. This shit is on my mind. Asking for the Lord to show me all my signs. Show me something, ‘cause I’m tryin’ to find something. I’m lost can you show me something.
Even through the joy I feel the pain. Even in the sun I feel the rain. Even when I’m high I feel the lows. Like that’s all I know. Lord knows I can’t complain, but even when I do it feels the same. I’m getting high just to fight the low, cause that’s all I know. It’s all I know. It’s all I know. It’s all I know. Cheer up. I wake up in the morning and I ask myself. Is life worth living should I blast myself? Don’t even wanna get out the bed. I got the glock to my head feel I’d rather be dead. And am I hopeless? Raised with rats and roaches, never liked the teachers, couldn’t stand my coaches. Ass must have mattered but you can’t relate. Living a life that you hate but you can’t escape. Feel like I’m stuck here. That’s why I don’t give a fuck here. There’s no luck here. Nobody to trust here.
Mind state of the victor, no victim, I’m just a champion. Money come in slow, God, intervene. Spirit’s never broken, I’m just focused, don’t pity me.
You grab your needles, grab your thread, and hope you sew it right.
I’m the kind of chick who rather rent a flick and get intimate. Say I never fuck with thug niggas only gentlemen. And yeah this ass is fat but what’s better is my intellect.
