“Books, hot chocolate, music and solitude… such is my idea of happiness.”
But he said that he loved me, even though he did me dirty. I really wish it was that easy to leave. I know he don’t, but I don’t wanna be alone. And I’m hoping that I could have a love like this.
This ain’t the same old love song ‘cause we been through the depths where all the trust is gone. For months on end all we have is phone calls. What, you know what makes it worth it? To watch someone progress. To have them watch you. Someone that you respect and value and cry to. It’s something so comforting ‘cause it could bring so much truth. But that magic can be stagnant and the relationship doesn’t move. The commitments to yourself, and that you’re always learning. To acknowledge you’re both perfect and still want to keep working. To progress as a person but as an individual entity and then come together as a unit but still maintain that identity. It sounds so elementary but it’s so complex. It’s the most delicate balance to get away from attachments. But it could work. I’m attemptin’ it. Nah, we’re livin’ it. To keep defining and redefining what love and commitment is.
If you only knew how many times that I think of you. I’m quite sure that you would find, I’m going out of my mind. My oh my, me and those dreaming eyes of mine.
Your kisses hold me hostage, and I don’t want to stop it.



